I started building this webpage today. I feel the need to do more. I feel him fading away slowly. Everyone is forgeting him. I never figured he would be easy to forget. Hes not to me. I havent' forgoten. Although it seems everyone else has gotten past this momment. I can't seem to forget. I can't seem to let it go. What should I do. I can't cry out in pain. I can't show my sorrow. I can't accept you're no longer here. It tears me up inside everytime I think about it. It hits me twice as hard. Not because I've forgoten but because I feel you're somewhere else, just not here at the moment, and I'll see you soon. Sad isn't it that I can't cope with this loss. Even though I feel everyone else is saying or has said, that I don't care because I could'nt cry at your funeral.