My Escape © Kayla Saunders I take my second big hit The dark room becomes lit It's starting to make me feel good Just like it should I'm confused and I don't care to worry My memories are becoming blurry By the time the joint comes back around I can't get off the ground Starting to loosen up, I'm starting to forget My heart is beating so fast, I'm starting to sweat Can't remember what pill I took Didn't bother to look As long as it takes everything away And eases the pain for today It's my turn again, I cough and choke But I still take another toke I'm so happy it's unreal I can't explain how great I feel So many ridiculous words are spoken My heart no longer feels broken Laughing so hard I begin to cry I can hardly hold my head up high He is no longer swaying from a tree Now nothing can bother me My pulse is really starting to race But at least I can't see his face I can try to quit Or cut down a little bit But this is all I can do to make him go away Because he haunts my mind every second of the day